Wednesday, January 28, 2009
dont you just wish sometimes, that you could reverse the things that you do?
the things that hurt you and everyone else around you.
the things that, once done, can never or will never ever be forgotten.
i'm feeling exactly like that now...
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after cutting my hair at the cb kia malay barber. ccb barber anyhow cut my hair and now i look like recruit. fucking hell. pay 12 dollars somemore. 10 dollars plus extra 2 dollars for the chinese new year festive period.
if only i had cut my hair earlier...
ugh.
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Saturday, September 13, 2008
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Monday, September 08, 2008
sorry peeps, or whoever is reading up on my blog.
have anyone heard of the CERN LHC thing?
click here if you havent.
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so i conclude that the chance of it happpening and not happening is 50-50.
and so, before it happens, i wanna say thanks to all of you.
its been fun knowing all of you.
mom and dad, i wanna say i love you alot.
see you in the next world.
well, that is if science go wrong.
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lets do the same shall we?
private residents in serangoon gdns said NO. so why cant us, the normal public residents say NO too? i mean, just look at boon lay mrt on sunday. its packed with foreign workers.
i cant take it. its so blooody unfair!!!!
oh well. noone cares.
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
i just wanna say that raffles city tower at city hall is a fucking cb place cos they dont have taiwan chicken.
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i want to blog about what i did yesterday and today. which i find relaxing. but hard for me to pass through cos i cant meet her. uggghhhhh. =(
whatever it is, yesterday went lunching with former propnex colleague bainie and current citycab colleague faraha. then after that walk walk awhile and then i went to lot 1. walked around the mall. met satish, he is in ns already. cant recognise him at first. then went to vcd and dvd shop. wanted to buy the simpsons dvd, but expensive. not that i cant afford la but i just dont find it to be worth the cost. wanted to rent it, but those cb-kias are renting it at a rate of one dvd at $5 per day. siao cb. so expensive.
anyway after that i went to library, found it boring and left the whole place.
stupid lot 1.
decided to walk from cck to yew tee. last time i did that was i think 3 years ago.
i took some amazing pictures:
and finally, as a bonus, a freaking retarded dustbin.
oh well that was saturday.
today i went jamming. on the way there, i cant believe she saw us but we didnt see her. shit sia. i want to meet her badly..
after jamming had late lunch at long johns.
walked around raffles city to find the taiwan chicken and found out the cb place dont have the stupid shop.
thats all. bye byee.
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Saturday, February 23, 2008
i was listening to (let me be your) teddy bear by elvis in my room yesterday nite after work when some stupid idiot downstairs started shouting. probably he was drunk. or probably possessed. but whatever the reason, it made me want to let him be my punching bag. his bloody voice pierced through the glass window, through the thick wall, and through my headphone, just like how sunshine can pierce through the night clouds. almost like, a hot knife through melted butter. or better still, like wind through the air-con.
okay lame.
point is, you spoilt my mood la nbcb. ppl want to relax you shout shout.
ncbcbcbcbcb la.
oh well that was yesterday.
okay bye cb (and to all you english cunts, cb means cunt in chinese you stupid cunt).
fuck you scousers.
byee.
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
i may not have completed your video project. but i just want ppl to know thats it is not my fault. i have did what i can. i did a video report, i did the storyboard, i met with the editors personally without their knowledge, travelling out of office just to meet them, i gathered what i need, i brainstormed alone, i did everything. i even did a january and february calendar so that the editors and i could follow the schedule. so just based on that account, how can it be my fault that the video is not complete? i dont even need to explain myself what happened after she stepped into the office on the 28th of january.
i mean, i planned every single thing, right up to the minute details on what should happen if this or that problem arises, etc etc. so how can one not feel disappointed with oneself after one have planned so much but then have it thrown away just when everything is about to fall in place?
i am frustrated, yes i am. but do i have a good reason or reasons to be? you judge for yourself my friends.
maybe you will say, okay saiful, you just had a bad day and nobody knows it. relax, we're here for you. you may say that, or you may not. and if you did, i will like to thank you cos i need support from every single one of you.
its 4 plus now and yea, maybe i had a bad day. but who wont? is there anybody that likes to clean up mess that they didnt make?
justin was on leave today and maryann came to me, asking me to take care of the lounge from 1o to 11. i said okay. i did what i was told. then i planned to have lunch at 1. the time was 12:48 when kak lela called and asked me to help kak yati to clean up the bloody mess that KF and his co did. and i was thinking, why should i be doing this? shouldnt KF and his friends do the job? after all, ppl who reserved the lounge always setup their own stuff, and then clean up their own stuff, and then put everything back in order.
but today was an exception. when i came there to help kak yati, i was surprised to hear from her that it was boss who asked me to help her as he was very angry to see the place dirty. and again i thought to myself, he was there for the function, he knew what was going to happen, so i was very surprised to hear that he was angry. and okay, i told myself to calm down as he may be having a bad day. but didnt it occur to him that it wasnt me nor kak yati who did the mess? so why in hell should we, the two of us, clean it up? what entitles us to be in such lucky positions? what do we have that the other staffs dont have? why chose just the two of us? and all the other factors came shooting straight into my head.
you may ask why am i so angry? why not just do it la. then let me ask you this question. if some dog, shit inside the lift, and someone were to ask you to clean it, will you clean it? of cos you wont. cos you would say, why should i clean it? why cant you clean it? why cant the rest of the residents clean it? why cant the dog clean it? why cant the dog owner clean it? why me? and are you going to show your appreciation to me after i have cleaned the lift? are you even going to thank me sincerely for cleaning up a mess that i didnt even made? where is the fairness in this company?
kak yati is old, as old as my mom, and i helped her clean the lounge becos of that simple reason. i cant bear imagine my own mom cleaning a place where she wasnt responsible for even a single drop of water. so thats why i was there. i cant bear hearing the news that she is going to do it alone. i had to help her. but along the way i got frustrated and this was what happened.
i cant be blamed for being angry can i?
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007
i feel like a fucking oompa loompa now. except that i'm not short and i'm alone and i wont sing nor dance to stupid songs to cheer myself up.
am i really supposed to do all these? wat will i gain from it? any life lessons? wat will i put in my future resume? i did data entry and taking care of lounge area for 3 mths??in the words of my supervisor, mr andrew, he said my job rite now is "SK."
which is so true. reminds me of my post-sec 4 days when i worked at a certain f & b place.
and anyway, i kept falling asleep with my bass. i was playing with it la then i accidentally fell asleep. ya la i know its long and black and heavy but i cant help it i was too tired..
i love my bass. but i have to modify it somemore cos the fret is still a bit too high. a lot of kwangie noise here and there.
okay la watever it is i cant wait for feb 16.
til then, sayonara and happy new year you chee byes.
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Monday, December 17, 2007
When metal meets beach, the sea churns up its strongest waves, and shoots out the blackest bird that seem to have an overwhelming power, it's wings enough to cover the sun king as it soars high above, watching, looking down to the soul that created it, the boy wearing the sleeveless iron maiden shirt.which is me la. hehe
okay anyway woke up early yesterday at 6plus to go to sentosa with family. after that in the evening we went to lau pa sat. that was after i rejected lau pa mon, lau pa tues, lau pa weds, and the other lau pas.
over there we ate satay, kerrangs, and gong gong. after we ate that we ordered woof woof, miao miao, and quack quack. but we were still hungry so we ordered
plop plop. =)
reached home at 9 plus, just in time to watch kickoff. not kickoff kickoff but the show kickoff, which is a kickoff show before the players kickoff, which is to kick the ball off, to signify the start of a match, thus the word kickoff, not touchoff, nor headoff, nor touchoff, nor headoff, but kickoff, so i watched kickoff before the kickoff.
after the kickoff, chaos. then tevez scored. and the bloody kop scousers shut their noisy mouth.
and i was so happy i orgasmed. and it was alot.
cool huh.
and if you believed that, you know- and i know you know, that pigs actually really do lay eggs.
anyway i dont understand why i'm talking like this. its so roller coaster.
i miss jamming with my peeps. i miss my bass. and i miss my girl. a lot.
*picture taken on 230907.
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Thursday, November 22, 2007
i hate saying goodbye.
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Friday, November 09, 2007
today, is my first time wearing green and guess what. most of the peeps were wearing the same color too.
anyway back to school stuff. its already the end of week 10 and i think i can go head dive down from KLCC 16 times in a row and it still wont take away the stress and trauma of being in this period called FYP.
but thinking ahead, i'd better appreciate whats left of it cos attachment is looming near and fact is, i could get anywhere from jurong island to buona vista to the roti prata stall at south canteen.
toototototjosihiauhiawuyha khjaglfjha h . piyqwhouiqgai h. it basically means i'm not gay and liverpool suck.
okay byeeeee.
*gayness101
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