what is happening now i dont know.


who am i la right.

i'm just an immatured guy with not much savings, not studying, no car, no license, no nothing. nuts.

i am nuts compared to the other guys.

not even earning 2k, dont know how to spend money wisely, dont know how to treat elders politely, not interesting, cant make you laugh anymore, always looking at other girls, always staring at mat reps, always accusing, always demanding, always pointing fingers, always calling names.

i dont know why i'm doing this really. lashing it out for everyone to see. fuck. yes, fuck. foxtrot uniform charlie kilo. fuck..

fuck this shit la. what has been done cannot be undone. what has been seen cannot be unseen. what has been shit cannot be eaten. ahahahahhahahha..

gotcha.

funny right my joke. macam the show whose line is it anyway right? hahahahahahahah..

k la, shall go back listening to my mp4 which my dearest sayang gave me.

"Keep you in the dark you know they all, pretend...
Keep you in the dark and so it all, began."
The Pretender, by Foo Fighters

i know you cant forget about the times i've cheated on you. please, i've changed, forgive me and dont treat me like this anymore.. i love you syamilah dearest.

Done By: Saiful